Everything seems more interesting than homework

Is it just me? Or does that happen to you too?

I have powerpoint slides to do for my animation. Initially I was excited…then it got boring as the deadline approaches. Everything else seems more interesting – cleaning my room, visiting friends’ facebook pages, updating random status, even…blogging this entry.

And I have only …less than an hour before I need to go and prepare for school.

Gosh. This is one seriously bad habit that I need to cut down.

. . .

Other than that… let me make it clear :

Be yourself

Stand firm

Think before you speak

and shut the fuck up?

\o/ 

. . .

Humans… are creatures that are into sadomasochism.

Not just in the sexually context, but also mentally.

The easiest example : Relationships.

Once, one of my closest friend told me about the situation of her friend and that friend’s boyfriend. All of us agreed that dumping that jerk is the most obvious solution. Yet that friend didn’t, and continued to hold on because of this feeling – love. Subjecting herself to emotional torture.

. . .

Once bitten, twice shy.

Note to myself.

I am NOT going to allow myself be beaten or be scold vulgarities at by this so called lover, and then forgive him just because he weep and beg for forgiveness. NO FREAKING WAY.

It is BYE, if there is a third party.

If we separated, it is a separation for SURE. There is no sense hanging on.

QUIT the emotional torture. Wake up!

Like what the fuck?!

If it happens once, it will happen TWICE. Since it will happen again, it does not matter if it happens again for the third time.. and so it goes on and on, in a never-ending cycle.

This is, of course, my opinion. It doesn’t concern you.

I don’t get girls. Like seriously. Come to think of it, I don’t get humanity either.

Please do not act brave

O_O

Oh noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

*whine*

If you don’t know what’s wrong, let me tell you.

I am a coward!

*dances*

I’m scared of lots and lots of things.

What is really bugging me right now…

Supernatural.

It happened yesterday afternoon. I got bored and slightly apprehensive about the upcoming NAFA orientation, I searched Yahoo! in hopes that I would stumble upon people who are also going and are anxious so I can snigger at them.

NAFA API came up on the search. I saw the title ‘Raffles Place Lift Ghost’…and curiosity hit my common sense dead and I went reading. And reading. And reading.

Then I went SPI and read some of the files there too.

NOW I’M TOO SCARED TO SLEEP!

Yes, it was yesterday afternoon. I dozed off at 3 plus with my bed lights on…

So I guess tonight too.

/Note to self: Please do not try to be brave and read supernatural stuff. YOU KNOW YOU CAN’T TAKE IT. Your imagination is too wonderful in this aspect, and your brain overactive. Too bad your heart’s too weak.

 /Note to self 2: I even add a Reminder Category. I’m too nice.

of What that went by is the past

Some things when you don’t own or experience it, you don’t miss it.

If you had a glimpse of it and it’s not yours forever, you lament.

While possessing it, you don’t cherish as much.

When it’s past, you feel regretful, or thought that it sucked.

Sometimes there’s this urge to check something out even though you know that what lies ahead could hurt you. Yet, still you venture… and got hurt.

Out of the blue, some memories may hit you, make you smile, make you cry, they’re memories – bittersweet.

Different experiences are there to allow us to grow.

Lift your chin, take a deep breath and smile pretty because we are still here.